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By Andrew W.K.
I think my boyfriend may be cheating on me. I'm very close to looking through his computer to see if there are any clues. Should I or is that just THE WORST?
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That could be getting close to the realm of the worst. The absolute worst would probably be cutting off his dick or just killing him outright without even knowing if he really was cheating or not.
When I had a hunch that a girl I was with was cheating on me, I was right. I actually never snooped around or even confronted her to find out, but just had a feeling that something about her was "off." She eventually ended up telling me and I broke up with her immediately and was really sad and hurt. But I didn't let myself change my ideals about trusting girlfriends.
I think cheating and trust is sort of an all-or-nothing situation. I recommend going into all relationships with a completely blind, undeserved sense of trust. People shouldn't have to earn our trust. They should only earn our distrust.
No matter what's happened to us before, we might as well just go into a new relationship with renewed faith that our partner is going to be as loyal as we are (assuming we are loyal . . . . If not, you reap what you sow). Otherwise, what's the point of having relationships of any kind? If we don't trust anyone, we never get to enjoy the feeling of being able to count on anyone, and that's probably one of the greatest feelings a human can have. And that is what we want, right? To be able to never even have to think that someone would ever betray us in that way -- that's humanity at its best.
Some might say that's naïve and living in a fantasy, but I want to live in a world where fantasy and reality are blurred and blended. If you really feel like he is cheating, just ask him and look into his eyes as intensely as you can. It just seems way too draining and painful to always be wondering, or to look around his computer, or question him forever. This might be a good time to promise each other that you'll never cheat, period. And really understand the weight of the word "promise."
It's easy to lie about stuff if you haven't promised something to someone. A promise is our word and the most sacred aspect of our character and sense of worth. When someone breaks a promise, they're more easily aware of the damage they've done, not only to the other person, but also to themselves and their own integrity. And if you can keep the promises you've made in life, that's pretty much the best you can do as a human being.
In the end, even if someone cheats on you, promise yourself you won't let their low-level dealing damage your own integrity and belief that people can be trustworthy and that you can be, too. You deserve to trust people. And you deserve to be trusted. And you deserve to party.
On the next page: "If you had a five-step plan to help someone make their life more party, what would those steps be?"
If you had a five-step plan to help someone make their life more party, what would those steps be?
Party Hard Forever
Dear Party Hard Forever,
Thanks for asking about this. While there are no definitive steps to anything (except walking), I suggest trying the following. It's always worked for me:
2. Party Hard
3. Party Even Harder
4. Don't Die
I've been with the same woman just over six years. I love her, but things aren't as spicy as they once were, if you know what I mean. I know you're a happily married man. How do you keep things interesting?
First suggestion: Eat habanero peppers three times a day. Other than that . . . There seem to be many schools of thought when it comes to long-term physical relationships. Overall, I think that sexuality is the most important, and most unimportant, aspect of a long-lasting relationship and life in general, despite it being the root of all life.
Pleasure in a relationship can come from many aspects, both physical and non-physical. Oftentimes we can get confused by relationship standards set by outside examples in culture and entertainment, or by the ideals we've formed based on relatively abstract ideas of what a "good" relationship is. I also think it's unrealistic and unnecessary to compare the physical aspects of the early days of your relationship to the way it is now. Those first nights, weeks, and months are where we get to really go for it and see if we're compatible with someone. But it would be exhausting and maybe even harmful to maintain that level of courtship for an entire lifetime.
Those primal energies get rightfully directed toward other necessary aspects of being with someone and living your own life as well. This is something best discussed in an open and loving way with your partner. It seems like there's a pretty much infinite amount of stuff you can try, with everything from toys to swinging, to swings, to videos, to everything in between. If you are feeling urges, they must be heard, but they can also be told where to go. The reproductive drive is extremely powerful and one of the greatest energy sources we have. For the long run, learning to direct that drive to where it can truly do the most good can give birth to orgasmic life pleasures and dreams coming true on many planes.
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